Some days I feel like 'Beulah' is dieing. Let me explain.
I love SL and the people I have met. I love the store I work at and the designer who owns it.
But.......
When I first started working we had a family thing going on, we hung out and laughed so much. As each of us explored SL more we moved in different directions. Even though we are all still in contact in some way we are not as close and I doubt ever will be. Some now live as 'tinies', another is a runway model/trainer, one is a photographer and another has a texture store as well as role playing. Everyone moved on but me.
Don't get me wrong, I never want to leave the place I work in SL, just maybe have something else running along side it.
I started to blog and again I enjoy it but never became part of the blogging community, no idea why, just never happened. Blogging is expensive so not something I can go overboard in.
This is the part I ask for help - stick with me on this until I explain.
I can not create or design, I do not have that talent and refuse to try and shove out anything sub-standard.
My PC is not strong enough to so any photographic work so that isn't an option.
My practical head kicks in when I visited role play sims and struggled to even play along for a short time.
I am jealous of the folk who have the family thing going on with adopted kids and all that but again, it just never seemed to work for me. To DJ or anything like that is a big NO.
So what do I try, what do I do ?
Do I hang in with what I have and hope the stale feeling goes. Have you any ideas I could try to move my SL on and find new things. DO I just let SL die and enjoy the time I had.
Right now I have no clue, what do you think ?